Jay. 24. NYC.
Aspiring film-composer and music teacher.
Half black and half white.
Heart is in the stars.
Head is in the clouds.
A sucker for the sky.
Everyone has a story. I'll hear you out.
Feel free to ask or submit stuff! I'm super friendly <3
NSFW so lets keep it 18+
those mutual follows where you’ve never spoken but you quietly reblog things from each other every now and then
I ate some shrooms on Saturday and checked out this dubstep artist called Thiftworks. I ate a lot more than I should have on pretty much an empty stomach and tripped balls too hard too soon. A handful of bad decisions occurred that night, including getting in a dirty van with a complete stranger who offered to drive two of my friends and I to the venue. Granted I thought that my friend had checked the license plate to see if it was an official taxi service, but with him eating more shrooms than me in a shorter time span I probably shouldn’t have trusted his judgement. As soon as we got into the van, the guy rolled the windows up, locked the doors, and drove through some of the shady parts in Brooklyn. Realizing it was too late to do anything, I shoved my valuables down my pants, starred out the window, and tried to enjoy the ride. Luckily the guy turned out to be cool and got us to the venue safely. The visuals were great; the lights swelled up and expanded and I could actually see the sounds. But the fact that I was in a club kinda killed it for me, as I’m not crazy about the club atmosphere at all. I spent most of my time in the club sitting in the back and taking notes on how my body is reacting to the shrooms and contemplated life and my feelings about people as a whole. I feel like although we are different individuals, we really are one entity living on this planet, making the best out of life. The source of my loneliness sometimes comes from feeling like we are all one species with a desire to interact with others, but acknowledging that most people see everyone else as a different species, thereby leaving me with a sense of disdain for humanity altogether. I get that people have the choice of whom they want to interact with. I suppose that I don’t care for the thought of people dismissing others before even getting to know them.
I have some shrooms left over and a late start tomorrow morning with nothing to do. Time to go on another journey.
*thinks about responsibilities*